There is a place somewhere in my heart
That holds you there even though we are apart
I can't let go of what we had
The pain and suffering made me mad
Behind that pain I saw who you were
That young boy then is what I prefer

The clouds wander as quick as my thoughts
With your offer of love, it is my mind that you taunt
I cannot see what you want from me now
I have confusion from the truth, which you stand so proud
Do you smile to know I will leap like the fool?
Or smile by your feelings that are so true

If only I knew what you really desired
An end to your searching you are retired
Is it because I stand as easy prey?
Next to your loneliness you have always layed
I wanted you to want me, in those past days
And yet so late, it is now the words you say

To you my love I write this verse
As you have put me under this curse
A curse of love I never knew
Of what love felt like as now I do
The feeling of pain, shattered glass in my heart
Whenever we are far apart
What do you feel inside your head?
Are the feelings for me or someone else instead
When I'm with you I never think twice
I feel I could balance mountains on ice
When your hurt I feel the pain
I feel the hurt, but not yet slain
The shadows and mists will cover my eyes
When your angry or tell me lies
Our love is happy, yet deceit lies along
But the wounds will heal and so will the song
What visions lie behind your eyes of Neptune's sun
Another face, or dreams full of laughter and fun
I cannot cry for you my dearest
As you feed on my points most weakest
You breathe your fire upon my wounds
My past it seems will never heal by you
History is a nightmare for which I'm trying to awake
My future is a path along I will make

Put your arms around me and hold me tight
As I will be protected from the warriors of the night
I feel I have to live in the darkness
Until I have passed my years of sadness
Do you feel happy when I'm around
Or do you feel crowded and need to be found
When you look at me do you wish instead
Someone far more beautifully bred
Do you love me, tell me, please don't sigh
Or should I ask no questions then I wont be told a lie

Does a tear ever fall from your eye
Or is it in your heart that you cry
You walk pass me, like a jungle king
Protected by your own darkness of rings
Your head must be full of problems and pain
You lead your life as if it were a game
Bring me your heart to tell me the truth
If this is love or purely a myth
The gods of the heavens can all see
That our love is meant to be

My love for him is true and strong
To him forever I feel I belong
But then there's another a feeling of desire
A passion of attraction that burns like fire
How can my heart be torn apart
My heads in the middle of a terrible riot
Should love bring such pain and sadness
But in the shadows there is happiness
His eyes light up when life is right
But what cold fire burns when we fight
I am in confusion, full of dark clouds
I feel I've been beaten, I lay in the ground

My thoughts should be straight and yet they are not
I cannot see through fires so hot
A victim of love, I'm fortunes fool
I am at a loss, for you I will rise and fall
Meet my past, the creatures of darkness,
Then you will understand, my life of sadness
But now I will try to walk through the light