| My eyes show the
sorrow of my loneliness
A want or arms to hold me close
Waiting for words not be spoken is lost
I slip into dreams, with a smile on my face
Sweet red wine is all I can taste
I carry the hurt from past lying tongues
Walking home singing the same sad love song
I accept offers that willingly lay on my plate
Is this bleeding heart my only fate
I drive myself away from feelings that are near
Being alone is all that I fear
My smile shows the unhappiness inside
A want for a voice to soothe my pain
Only knowing the same nightmare will occur again
I fantasize of a love that grows stronger through time
When to my memories I make myself blind
I will not notice when love stands in my way
When these feelings come close I feel so afraid
I imagine a place where alone I can be
A troubled sky is the only angle I see
I wake to birds singing at the morning
and realize another lonely day is dawning |